{"id":1749,"date":"2025-04-22T11:26:47","date_gmt":"2025-04-22T18:26:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/?page_id=1749"},"modified":"2025-04-23T11:34:32","modified_gmt":"2025-04-23T18:34:32","slug":"on-the-2025-acpt","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/on-the-2025-acpt","title":{"rendered":"On the 2025 ACPT"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-drop-cap\">For already the fourth time this decade, my final rank at the American Crossword Puzzle Tournament matched the ones digit of the year. How did it all happen? Well, that&#8217;s why I&#8217;m writing this. Away we go!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The trip got off to a cruddy start, if I&#8217;m being honest. I slept badly and then my flight was delayed two hours, though at least I was still in the lounge when I heard about the latter. I landed in New York with little to do but to go to bed, where my exhaustion would surely deliver me restorative slumber.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ha ha, nope! Another terrible night of sleep. Maybe jet lag. I don&#8217;t know. In any case, though, Puzzmo&#8217;s second annual Crossword Con was worthy of rallying. If you missed it, you can check out <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/playlist?list=PLkE1WUhZIP7QKDo7EBT1Seap2dmYG8VJb\">nearly all the content<\/a> from the comfort of your own home. I hope there&#8217;s a third edition next year!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>After that fun and an uneventful train ride to Stamford, my travel-related misfortune made its return. I&#8217;d previously canceled my Marriott reservation and had my friend put my name on the room I was sharing with him. When I checked in, though, they instead opted to restore my cancellation for some reason, forcing me to move my stuff to another room when I realized what happened. I took a barely perfunctory nap, but managed to have an excellent evening at dinner and at the hotel bar with legions of friends. After that, I actually got myself a good night of sleep. Wonders never cease.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"bluesky-embed\" data-bluesky-uri=\"at:\/\/did:plc:x33wrvwry5iuvwtcqcxhlj2r\/app.bsky.feed.post\/3llzqksjfys2s\" data-bluesky-cid=\"bafyreihkajx32wstskpis4wp45dihsvsarj6bv5jpys6kar4avetsvqgu4\" data-bluesky-embed-color-mode=\"light\"><p lang=\"en\">Two of Stamford&#x27;s finest bars, where you can get delicious tacos and celonas<br><br><a href=\"https:\/\/bsky.app\/profile\/did:plc:x33wrvwry5iuvwtcqcxhlj2r\/post\/3llzqksjfys2s?ref_src=embed\">[image or embed]<\/a><\/p>&mdash; Tyler Hinman (<a href=\"https:\/\/bsky.app\/profile\/did:plc:x33wrvwry5iuvwtcqcxhlj2r?ref_src=embed\">@thatpuzzleguy.bsky.social<\/a>) <a href=\"https:\/\/bsky.app\/profile\/did:plc:x33wrvwry5iuvwtcqcxhlj2r\/post\/3llzqksjfys2s?ref_src=embed\">April 4, 2025 at 6:07 PM<\/a><\/blockquote><script async src=\"https:\/\/embed.bsky.app\/static\/embed.js\" charset=\"utf-8\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<p>Hey, you made it through my boring travelogue. Tournament time! Once again, I was coming into this thing ice-cold. However, I was pretty confident that, at my level of experience, the core mechanics wouldn&#8217;t take much jogging to click back into place. I buzzed through a few of the handout puzzles in my seat and felt pretty good. Happily, this was borne out in Puzzle #1, which I&#8217;ve always said is one of the more nerve-racking ones of the tournament because of the well-established benchmark in the top tier. I sailed under that three-minute standard well enough, although I was surprised that I had only fifteen seconds or so to check my work, as the solve felt faster.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ll note here that I&#8217;m not going to run down my performance and the standings&#8217; shuffling puzzle by puzzle. The details are hazy two weeks on, and in any case they&#8217;re of limited utility. There were just two significant takeaways from the first day of competition for me, and one is that my quarter-minute cushion on Puzzle #1 was yawning compared to what I experienced most of the day with that all-important :00 threshold. In #2 through #6, I had a shrug-worthy :35 in there, but I also had two more in the :15 range, a :04, and, for what I think is the first time ever, an unnerving :00. I&#8217;ve certainly encountered my share of disappointing :58s and :59s in years past, and avoiding those was nice, but I also didn&#8217;t want to be dancing on the edge this much. I knew my score was pushing at the very limit of what I deserved&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8230;and it still wasn&#8217;t enough to be in contention. The second takeaway from the day was that I sat just behind David, a little further behind Paolo and Dan, and way behind Will, off in another time-bending galaxy somewhere. I was technically alive, but &#8220;technically&#8221; does a lot of heavy lifting there, and I knew I was more or less toast.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"bluesky-embed\" data-bluesky-uri=\"at:\/\/did:plc:x33wrvwry5iuvwtcqcxhlj2r\/app.bsky.feed.post\/3lm4a36hubk2s\" data-bluesky-cid=\"bafyreiak6zx2bu3wzwpxpeyurcoqcefjfz3oitlmzzftskserr5kkpyhuq\" data-bluesky-embed-color-mode=\"light\"><p lang=\"en\">What I have to do tomorrow:\n&#8211; Beat David by a minute\n&#8211; Beat Paolo or Dan by two minutes\n&#8211; Achieve cold fusion while winning the Tour de France\n\nThat last one isn&#x27;t really part of it but it might as well be. #ACPT<\/p>&mdash; Tyler Hinman (<a href=\"https:\/\/bsky.app\/profile\/did:plc:x33wrvwry5iuvwtcqcxhlj2r?ref_src=embed\">@thatpuzzleguy.bsky.social<\/a>) <a href=\"https:\/\/bsky.app\/profile\/did:plc:x33wrvwry5iuvwtcqcxhlj2r\/post\/3lm4a36hubk2s?ref_src=embed\">April 5, 2025 at 5:50 PM<\/a><\/blockquote><script async src=\"https:\/\/embed.bsky.app\/static\/embed.js\" charset=\"utf-8\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<p>I was perfectly happy to take a break from it all with the Saturday night festivities, watching Stan Newman be justly honored with this year&#8217;s MEmoRiaL Award, then taking an always-welcome look back at Wordplay, which somehow was filmed twenty freaking years ago. Half my lifetime. That movie quite seriously changed my life and it&#8217;s still amazing to think about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>With the official program in the books, I got in on Mike Shenk&#8217;s homemade Jeopardy! game, with lots of fun and laughs as always. I emerged to find out Duke had choked, which was pretty awesome. I hung around the bar for another drink longer before hauling myself up to bed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We West Coasters don&#8217;t much care for the 9 AM start time for Puzzle #7, but I knew what I had to do. Unfortunately, I didn&#8217;t do it, and I knew right away. I found the puzzle far too knotty to achieve the lightning-fast, ultra-smooth solve I needed, and in the end I couldn&#8217;t come close to laying a glove on the four guys ahead of me. Paolo, Will, and Dan held onto their spots in the final, while I clocked one more :15-ish finish to complete a weekend of almost exclusively close shaves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As I like to do, I immediately scooted upstairs after the puzzle to pack up and check out. I got back down in time to see David Kwong&#8217;s amazing show, though from much farther away than when I had the pleasure of catching The Enigmatist in LA some time ago. I found a seat at the back of the room for the final and tore into the A Division final as soon as it was handed to me. I had a slight misstep or two, but overall I swept through it handily, and I knew the championship round would be over mighty quick.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Look at that, I was right again. All three finalists summarily destroyed the puzzle, and Paolo defended his title with an eye-watering sub-four-minute solve. You know, I&#8217;m starting to think this guy might be pretty good at this. Well played, my friend! I knew I didn&#8217;t believe you when you said you&#8217;d take it easier this year.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/paolo_this_guy.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/paolo_this_guy-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1755\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/paolo_this_guy-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/paolo_this_guy-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/paolo_this_guy-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/paolo_this_guy-1200x1600.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/paolo_this_guy.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 85vw, 768px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Yes, Paolo has a First-Time Attendee banner on his nametag. (Photo: Ben Bass)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>And just like that, it was over. I lingered in the ballroom to offer congratulations and say goodbyes, or, in some cases, hellos. The huge attendance meant that there were many friends with whom I got precious little hangout time. There is still a homey feel to the event, but perhaps not quite as much as when I first attended. Nonetheless, this community remains a welcoming one, and I hope that future tournaments won&#8217;t have the attendance cap that have kept so many away in recent years. Easier said than done, certainly, but developments on that front seem to be forthcoming.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anyway, I stayed at the hotel longer than I ever have before as I awaited a friend who was driving down from upstate New York. It was strange to see the lobby so emptied out after the chaos of the weekend. I passed the time with the women&#8217;s basketball final (title #12 for UConn, baby!) and enjoying the company of the few other crossword folks still around. Then it was 24 hours in the city with my friend, then a flight home (during which I made $400 from a second-place finish in my bracket pool; thank you Gators!), and another ACPT weekend was in the books.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Thus, I&#8217;m at the end of the recap and once again considering my feelings about where I stand in this competition. As I said to many people in the wake of the tournament, I really had no right to expect any better than the fifth-place trophy I took home. I didn&#8217;t work at it like other top competitors do. I&#8217;ve still got skills, but I haven&#8217;t done a whole lot to level them up, and that simply doesn&#8217;t cut it, especially these days, when it would be a brutal fight to get to the pinnacle even at the peak of my powers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That&#8217;s hardly a new thought for me, but it feels more stark as the gap between me and first place grows likewise. I did manage to clip Dan and David on one puzzle each this year (#4 and #5 respectively), but they&#8217;ve had the consistency to eclipse me over the course of seven. And let&#8217;s face it: the two guys at the top of this year&#8217;s table are faster than I&#8217;ve ever been. (Apparently <a href=\"https:\/\/archive.is\/FuNJF\" data-type=\"link\" data-id=\"https:\/\/archive.is\/FuNJF\">this isn&#8217;t even Will&#8217;s final form<\/a>. Terrifying.) Plus, let me remind you of my perilously fortuitous timings. Tournament scoring rules meant that I was a total of about a minute away from losing six minutes. Considering that, I was much closer to, say, eighth place than to fourth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So what now? Well, I could start training again. That certainly wouldn&#8217;t hurt my chances. But how much do I train? At what point would it start to feel like <a href=\"https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/on-2023\" data-type=\"link\" data-id=\"https:\/\/www.tylerhinman.com\/blog\/on-2023\">an obligation<\/a>, especially with a life that tends to expand to fill the available space? Would I push past that threshold, especially when there&#8217;s surely a ceiling on my abilities and the reward is very far from guaranteed even if there weren&#8217;t? Is simple practice enough, or do I need to examine the finest of points, like writing E&#8217;s more efficiently? (That may sound like a joke; it assuredly is not.) Would any of this be fun? How much does that matter to me?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There&#8217;s another data point I haven&#8217;t mentioned directly: this year was <em>by far<\/em> the chillest I&#8217;ve ever been during ACPT weekend. I took the contest seriously, of course, and I pushed myself to perform as best I could. I&#8217;m certainly not suggesting that a lack of competitive drive was my only impediment. My point is just that I felt good emotionally. No anxiety, no knots in my stomach in the moments leading up to turning my paper over. I let go of the competition when I wasn&#8217;t actively participating in it. Perhaps some of that is attributable to age, but the nerves I&#8217;ve experienced over the years are undeniably tied to my expectations of myself. Being a clearer and clearer underdog has eased that tension; conversely, working to erase that status would likely bring it back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>On some level, those expectations are still high; I can&#8217;t deny that I&#8217;m disappointed with my results this year! Being happy about my emotional regulation doesn&#8217;t negate that. I enter the tournament in part to pursue a championship, and it&#8217;s not a good feeling to fall short. I have to decide how I&#8217;m going to react to that disappointment. I&#8217;d like to solve better, but I&#8217;d also like to maintain my equanimity. I think, if I choose to do so, I can do the former and at least try to decouple it from the stressors that jeopardize the latter. Multiple mind games at play.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As usual, I expect I&#8217;m overthinking this, even as I type this I feel sheepish about going on for that long about it. So let me conclude by thanking the organizers, constructors, judges, and friends that make this tournament such a cornerstone of my yearly calendar. Whatever hand-wringing I do about the competition itself, it&#8217;s a weekend I don&#8217;t see myself giving up anytime soon.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For already the fourth time this decade, my final rank at the American Crossword Puzzle Tournament matched the ones digit of the year. How did it all happen? Well, that&#8217;s why I&#8217;m writing this. Away we go! The trip got off to a cruddy start, if I&#8217;m being honest. 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